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Penelope

by Knowing You Project

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1.
Fly 04:05
fly fly away fly away if you want to leave me but don’t hit the ground because you will never be found
2.
never say the same goodbye especially when the end is nigh never touch the same object it only makes more debt never be sure that you’re on your way the problem depends on what people say never judge the same verdict it’s not the truth how you heard it never love the same person in the illusion of time it just worsens never say the same goodbye especially when the end is nigh
3.
today when i was going home i had a recognition that i am lonely forever you know it often happens with people within the age of twenty and thirty just usual with the changing of seasons i turn more and more obnoxious sorrily i cannot find myself i’m just wandering around my grief all the time oh what i grieve what i grieve i don’t know but i grieve every day for myself for my people and the world itself and i can be me i can be anyone i can pretend that i’m no longer human how dare you say that life is so brief i already feel like a hundred year old man without even one moment of wisdom when you don’t know what to give you just stare and giggle at the questions and answers of all illusional delusional immovable removable every matter in the heart is sublime i always run out of words before time like old chinese wisdoms the dream of zhuangzi and ancient greek gods playing with my fate this long existence on which we debate why do we write and read all these books and stories when we can’t even say hi to our neighbors i heard a song some weeks ago that said i only wanna be a relief that is the line what i have searched for from the start of my life i wanna be the way the redemption but my actions don’t really apply to this moral it just goes out to nowhere so often so often so often so often
4.
i hate you all your friends and your mother too this is what i have got for the thing called loving you if the situation won’t change i’ll have to kill them all they hold you in their paraselene keeping their enthral we shook hands and your mother said i’m okay but she cursed me in the moment i looked away the friends of yours in the bar were the same when i’m with you in public i can sense you feel ashamed another lonely night chatting with the moonlight you’re right beside me although there is nothing i can see hiding from you is everything i do spending our loneliness together and waiting for a miracle hometown boys and holy guards setting up your ancestry they won’t stop judging me i hate you all your friends and your mother too this is what i have got for the thing called loving you if the situation won’t change i will get depressed stumbling with a knife cause i really really really hate myself
5.
shoot the prince he’s the wickedest basterd of all he can’t deserve to sit on the throne you’d be glad to dance on his bones the great desire to fight you’re so bored in this life kill the empire build your own one prepare for the never-ending run some of your friends will become your worst enemies you’re so bored in this life they say there’s a prince in your heart he wants you to go and restart till the whole kingdom falls apart and feel the royal boredom
6.
Penelope 04:49
a wise man once said there are three kinds of men after all who will it be who climbs your wall? ulysses, jesus or faust they form a line in the great joust one will love you for your patience one for your bare existence the last for your sky-high innocence make up your mind, put them in trance bring the light and walk the last dance o penelope who will you choose? don’t you leave us in doubts songs about women are so frightening everyone needs to find a golden ring we are like prospero with his broken wand except from love we all abscond and for that name which is no part of thee now hold your breath and count to three a rose by any other name there is nothing left to reclaim the rose makes a bleeding bruise what future do you want to choose o penelope who will you choose? these three men are waiting for you don’t you leave us in doubts
7.
fata crescunt ad maiorem gentis gloriam promising signs fading lines hollow minds harvest time hyppocrites true believers original sin a murky grin indsidious faces inviting chimes I’m making fire they don’t mind i look at you you’re all around I’m making fire and you don’t mind what is written on your skin it is my favorite sin and the taint is hardly vivid i’m making fire like the holy spirit
8.
one night when i was strolling the streets i went into a restaurant, so elite there was a waitress, such a beauty i forgot my own miserable calvary it’s so strange to have this feeling again i know i should abstaine from dissapointment again i want to be her story i’d like to be her diadem and she’s just staying there serving food oh god it has never felt this good let’s just stop it right here this vision is entirely unclear i’m not used to this kind of state of mind i’m happy and completely blind
9.
saw the scratches on the ceiling the daily usual kneeling life with you was once dense it gave me utter confidence now the songs i write are my coffin every string i strum kills endorphin the sooner i lose the happier i am nothingness needs a rabid man the corrections we intended to do were our final scene and also debut here’s some pills to quell the pressure correcting disruption is always a pleasure i want all the complications mental abusement, physical penetration safety not guaranteed shadows cultivate in misdeed we should begin before my keen dreams descend there are some holes we can never mend making up reasons why we lie i will bury you up in the sky there’s a place to be and none to deny
10.
Fallujah 03:29
i woke up every morning soaked in sweat got a glass of water to clear my head cumbersome dreams haunted me at sleep i can’t bear the deaths and tortures i see force a child to hold a gun in the name of an unknown god look up at the sky to hope and pray that’s why we go to fallujah today the other part is quite ridiculous we’re sending an army to kill the vicious unfortunately that’s not right killing is not a theme to pick a side we are all at risk we have our own faults can we make it or this is our last waltz look up at the sky to hope and pray that’s why we go to fallujah today another star hanged itself tonight look up the sky and think and contrite
11.
i just want to believe that i have the good kind of love i just need a sign from above but how can i be sure animals and cannibals and little sweet babies they’re all around me tasting my wounds they will eat me up alive already ate me up alive at the edges of sanity i have more discipline turn around and look into my eyes is it satisfactory is it satisfactory release me from my pain after all i have been through brown white and red deaths the colors of my flag paint me anyhow you like it
12.
I wanted to be sure to reach you though my ship was on the way it got caught in some moorings. I am always tying up and then deciding to depart. In storms and at sunset, with the metallic coils of the tide around my fathomless arms, I am unable to understand the forms of my vanity or I am hard alee with my Polish rudder in my hand and the sun sinking. To you I offer my hull and the tattered cordage of my will. The terrible channels where the wind drives me against the brown lips of the reeds are not all behind me. Yet I trust the sanity of my vessel; and if it sinks it may well be in answer to the reasoning of the eternal voices, the waves which have kept me from reaching you.

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Songs and lyrics are written by Péter Hajdú.
The poem, 'To the Harbonmaster' is written by Frank O'Hara
Cover Art: Ágnes Hajdú
Special Thanks: Tamara Dózsa and Zsolt Bánki.

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released August 15, 2015

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